I took a very big step yesterday by leaving my church and my Internet radio station.

The hardest part now is to wait to see what the Father has planned for my next adventure.

Where is he leading me? What does he have for me to do?? I've always been an optimist even when things were falling apart and things have diffenitely fallen apart.

I'm not even sure if I'm suppose to pick up the pieces. Maybe I'm suppose to start entirely new. My husband has been supportive and that's the biggest part of this ordeal for me is to know that my husband is still right by my side even when my pastor of 7 years and my friend/business partner have betrayed me terribly.

I don't even feel a huge loss right now. There's a void but it doesn't make me feel as empty as I thought it would.